Off-focus and out-of-sync
Grrr… I dunno what’s wrong with me lately but I just can’t seem to go to sleep at night. 
Every night, I’ll ended up tossing and turning in bed; with my brain firing like a jet thinking of god-knows-what and I’ll be so wide awake. I’ve tried to do my usual watch-reruns-till-I-sleep trick but I doesn’t seem to work anymore. I’ll ended up either finishing the entire show OR it’s too boring till I just turn it off.
Last night was probably the worse cause I only managed to sleep at around 2:30am (i think)… and the worst part is - I woke up at 5:30am!!! My alarm clock wasn’t ringing, there was no commotion, no earthquake… nothing. Nothing besides the slight ray of sunlight in my room (btw, sunrise is now around 4:30am here in Tokyo! 
). Anyway, there I was wide awake at 5:30am… took me some time before I manage to get some shut eyes again… but then, I gotta wake up at 8am for work. sigh~~~
So, throughout the day… my eyebags was really huge, and I felt so off-focus and out of sync. To top it all, I’m kinda on a deadline for a project that I’m working on as next week my company is participating in the Tokyo Interop exhibition and we’re suppose to be ready by then.
*Gosh, how I miss those times when I get to have my precious afternoon naps… Oh well, I hope that I can get some good rest tonight.
I’m gonna stop here now and I’ll leave you with a nice song by Chris Daughtry entitled “Home“. Cheers~
[audio:CD-Home.mp3]
Chris Daughtry - Home
I’m staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.
I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I’m going home.
Well I’m going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don’t want.
Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I’m going home.
I’m going home.
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June 8th, 2007 at 7:59 am
the one way that puts me to sleep - physical tiredness. go shop whole day, and when u get home, you’ll sleep like a log. =D
June 8th, 2007 at 11:44 am
argh~ so ma fan.. need to add email tim..
just now forgot to insert email nia.. need to re-type =.=”
i forgot wat i say just now liao.. haha..
just don stress too much ya.. treat ur work as ur assignment last time in curtin…
try to watch funny movie or series lor.. to release ur stress..
oklah.. take care ya..
add oil add oil.. gtg.. mao makan.. buai~
June 8th, 2007 at 6:37 pm
chloe: Haha… well, that’s surely a great way to achieve physical tiredness… Unfortunately, I do not have such luxuries.
sh: Aiks… yeah, the e-mail field is compulsory ler… Anyway, thanks for the concern.
Today damn “suey”… over the night, woke up like 3-4 times for no reason… then this morning - OVERSLEPT! Sigh~~~ so, came in late for work today feeling like crap.