Uncertainty
“Uncertainty is the only certainty there is, and knowing how to live with insecurity is the only security.â€
- John Allen Paulos
Lately I’m caught in a dilemma… the uncertainty of my personal life, my studies as well as the path that awaits me when I graduate is troubling me… I feel like there’s a certain expectations of what I need to achieve when I (if I) finally graduate. There’s so much I need to think about and to consider that all these issues are clouding my mind now…
Sometimes I find it so hard to focus on what is happenning now cause my mind tends to drift away to ponder on what will happen in the near future. Also, i tend to be very busybody and ended up getting my hands into more trouble/work. Is there any cure for being a busybody? 
Anyway, i guess for now the uncertainty is something i gotta get used to and just like the quote above; knowing how to live with insecurities is the only security we have.
I suppose all will be clear when I actually complete my semester’s examination… cause I’ll be facing my worst fear of all… MATHS! 
May 4th, 2006 at 5:19 pm
uncertainty is wat i m facing now… however, the most important thing you need to do is to graduate… uncertainty after your graduation can be settle later… haha… dun worry, you are smart… math sure not a big problem for you.. you can even clearly calculate all those subnet mask ,, wahaha… be confident!!!
May 5th, 2006 at 11:20 am
haha… yeah, gotta have the confidence to pass… but it’s easier said than done… cause hard to focus lately… but anyway, thanks for the encouragement… hahaha… wish you all the best also man… heard you’re trying to look for a job back here in Miri?